08.10.2026 – I am not sure how I feel. I think what weirded me out the most was that video I took of myself. It was the first of the progress pictures, but I dont think I ever seen myself so – exposed? I was just wearing a sport bra and shorts, but still. Seeing myself rotate and turn around for a first week picture at my heaviest is – just disassociating? Disconnecting? Body Dysmorphia? I dont know. Ive never felt whole in my skin, like I just – am a floating set of eyeballs that can’t change anything about herself. I think thats the most current best way to describe how disconnected I feel to myself and the world.

08.11.2026 – whut happened?

08.12.2026 – I knew having a full day would be wonky for this whole project. Yesterday was a bit of a blur, along with the first day. So from what I can recall; I drank a whole gallon of water each day! All 128 ounces! I have a massive water jug and both days I completed one bottle each! Whoot! The only down side was I was having a major sugar crush out. I had been doing well, I think, with not going out for fast food, cutting out soda for the most part, and cooking at home.

08.13.2026 – Well I at least got more hours today. Had to improvise lunch withe some chips and water, but hey I made it. Nothing too jazzy happened which I feel is a good thing. However I caved in again and bought vodka sigh. Maybe one of these weeks I will have a full dry week. At least i am cutting back on the soda part of everything.

08.14.2026 – another surprise full shift, however i was more prepared and actually brought something for a meal. Rice meat and veggies. A true classic. It was a wonky day and no one wanted to be anywhere at work. I think it might be a universal thing as of last, especially with how the world is a literal dumpster fire right now.

08.15.2026 – today was gorgeous outside! a brisk 70 degrees and naturally I stayed inside playing video games. Ha. Well not all day, I at least spent some time outside reading during my hammock time. I also made my breakfast, egg rice and spam of all things. I have been trying to experiment with spam as a meat substitute because how expensive everything has been going. But mostly it was an indoor day with the windows open and breathing in the fresh air.

08.16.2026 – well we made it? Sundays typically are spent meal prepping for the next week. Which I think I will be making pasta. I have some ground beef or turkey that I need to sure. So its an easy meal on repeat. Not my favorite, but hey its something for a lunch.

REVIEW

So – yeah week two down, eight more to go. I did decide to weigh myself. Typically I just weigh myself at the beginning of the month and not think about it. But I was curious. After two weeks, I lost 3 pounds. OOOO AAAAAA OOOOOOO! I understand its not much, but with just cutting out the soda and majority of sugar, I at least got a progress that way. Now if I actually went to the gym, I might drop even more! What a concept lol.