Day 11 – Eat Your Damned Breakfast

I’m trying to reason out this mornings anxiety attack

  • Cat threw up
  • I have not eaten breakfast
  • I have not had my happy pills
  • I cannot locate an art project
  • I called out of work

The cat throw up is far more alarming maining because when I had Charlie dog, it always was an alarm for his health. This is my first time owning 4 month old kittens, but to have one of them eat their breakfast, then to have them throw it up within 30 minutes was a bit alarming. Because what if I killed my cat.

And as of typing this out, she is playing well with her brother as if nothing happened.

So I’m trying really hard not to go to death con nine and rush her to the closest open vet and cry about how she threw up.

Realistically, I’m probably feeling this way due to the fact I only had a sip of cold coffee and one thin oreo. Before the cat threw up. And I havent had my daily vitamins.

I have mixed emotions about medication. Nothing wrong with them however I do fear the idea of once you start them you can’t get off them without negative consequences. Hence this morning’s anxiety most lively.

The world did finally come together with a hot meal and a nap with the DustMites, and taking my meds.

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Name: Sarah

D.O.B: 11.11.1991

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